Lived Experience of First Islamic Prayer Among Muslim Converts in Non-Muslim Contexts

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Ulil Albab Al Aulia
Adri Efferi

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Religious conversion is a significant area of study within comparative religion and theology, especially when viewed through the lens of embodied spiritual practice. Among the most intimate moments for Muslim converts is the performance of their first Islamic prayer (shalat), particularly in contexts where Islam is not the majority religion. However, the lived meaning of this initial ritual act remains underexplored, prompting the question: How do Muslim converts experience their first prayer in a predominantly non-Muslim environment? This study adopts a descriptive phenomenological approach to uncover the essential meanings behind this experience. Using semi-structured interviews with eight participants and Giorgi’s method of data analysis, the research identified four core themes: spiritual awakening, identity affirmation, emotional vulnerability, and ritual embodiment. These themes reflect how the first prayer serves not only as a religious obligation but also as a transformative encounter with the self and the divine. The findings emphasize the interplay between personal devotion and the social realities that frame the convert’s experience. This study contributes to a deeper understanding of ritual identity in minority contexts and offers practical implications for supporting spiritual integration among converts. The results suggest the value of phenomenological methods in capturing complex human experiences and provide a foundation for future inquiries into religious embodiment and spiritual transformation. Nevertheless, this study has certain limitations, including the small sample size and the focus on a single minority religious context, which may limit the generalizability of its findings. Future research could broaden the scope by including more diverse cultural and geographical settings. Despite these limitations, the study carries important theoretical implications for understanding the intersection of ritual practice and identity formation, and practical implications for religious educators, community leaders, and interfaith practitioners seeking to support the spiritual journeys of new converts.

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