Chemotherapy and the Inner Journey: Interpreting Breast Cancer Patients’ Lived Meanings of Treatment Side Effects

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Understanding the emotional and existential dimensions of chemotherapy is essential to improving patient-centered oncology care. This study explores how breast cancer patients undergoing chemotherapy construct personal meaning from their treatment experiences.


Using an Interpretative Phenomenological Analysis (IPA) framework, we conducted in-depth, semi-structured interviews with ten women who had completed at least two chemotherapy cycles. Data were thematically analyzed to capture patterns of meaning-making.


Four key themes emerged: (1) the tension between fear and hope, (2) embodied vulnerability, (3) spiritual and existential reframing of suffering, and (4) trust in medical professionals. Participants described side effects as both distressing and symbolic of therapeutic progress, leading to shifts in self-perception, resilience, and identity.


Chemotherapy was experienced not only as a biomedical procedure but as a transformative journey. Integrating patients’ voices into care can strengthen therapeutic alliances, enhance emotional adherence, and support holistic strategies that address psychological, spiritual, and cultural dimensions alongside symptom managemen

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