Exploring Spiritual Transformation and Identity Reconstruction Among Religious Converts in the Indonesian Cultural Context
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Religious conversion is a complex phenomenon that intersects with personal, cultural, and spiritual dimensions, often leading to profound identity transformations. While previous studies have addressed sociological and institutional aspects of conversion, little is known about how individuals experience and interpret the process from within. This study addresses the gap by asking: How do religious converts make sense of their spiritual transformation and identity reconstruction during conversion? Using an interpretative phenomenological approach, this study explores the lived experiences of ten individuals who voluntarily converted to a new religion within the past five years. Data were collected through in-depth semi-structured interviews conducted over a three-month period, with participants recruited through community-based religious study groups and interfaith discussion forums. In-depth semi-structured interviews were conducted, transcribed verbatim, and analyzed thematically to uncover the essence of their experiences. Four main themes emerged: inner turmoil and search for truth, moments of spiritual awakening, negotiation of identity and belonging, and the establishment of a new religious self. These findings illustrate that conversion is not merely a doctrinal shift but an existential reorientation grounded in personal meaning-making. The study enhances our understanding of conversion as a deeply human process shaped by internal and social narratives. Its implications extend to religious studies, spiritual care, and identity research, offering a richer framework for future investigations into personal religious transformation.
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